Entries for October, 2004

slumber party na hindi naman

nagkaroon ako ng mga pers taym kahapon. haha! pumunta ako kina nikki at nagenjoy at nagpakabangag. unang beses kong mapanuod
si diego luna sa isang pelikula. wala nang pwet ang mas kikinis pa.. oops.. did i think aloud?
tapos, pumunta kaming banyo, naglabas ng mga baso't uminom ng vodka. tigiisang shot kami... kahiya mang aminin ngunit, unang beses ko iyong makainom ng alkohol. tsenen!!! oo, unang beses. sebentin na ako't ngayon pa lang ako nakainteract ng smirnoff. hindi man malakas ang tama sakin, nabangag pa rin ako (more than the usual 'natural kabangagan') at naging hyper. hahaha! shiyet. labo.ü pag uwi ko ng bahay, sinabi ko ung mga nangyari sa kapatid ko at nagsisisigaw ng..

BELBEL!!! SUNOGBAGA NA KOOOOO!! SUNOGBAGA NA KOOOOOOooo..

mali!

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 09:25 PM :: October 2nd, 2004

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caught myself thinking

what if im not real? that im just a fragment of a person's dream whose name is margarita? what if margarita, one day, decides to wake up? bye bye for me? bye bye to my so-called 'world'?


just my weird brain thinking aloud...

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 12:02 AM :: October 4th, 2004

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bangenge

ang hitchura ko pag may bangs. haha! bangag nanaman ngayong araw.ü

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 05:51 PM :: October 7th, 2004

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bangenge the second time around

kagabi'y nanggaling ako sa concierto ni Alicia Keys.ü galiiinnnnggg!! harhar.ü it really feels great screaming your heart out, without being conscious about it, fearing that the poeple will look at you differently.. since they were all doing quite the same thing.. haha!ü she sang some tunes from her previous album and a couple from her latest one. aliw.ü i knew more songs from the first album eh... my sister knew almost all.

12am na kami nakauwi ng kapatid ko.. diretso akong kama dahil alam kong bukas (ngayon, oct 10) ang test ko sa la salle. so, nag-alarm ako ng 5am since 8 ung exam ko.

nagising ako ng 5.10, naligo, nagbihis. kinuha ko na ang test permit ko at may nakitang nagsimula ng araw ko:

Exam Date
10/17/2004


shet.

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 06:51 AM :: October 10th, 2004

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late ako dumating sa school kanina. tuwing umaga kase, mula grade 1 palang ako, may morning talks na kami kung saan kami'y nagdadasal at nakikinig ng mga announcements. since tardy ako, dun ako sa labas ng classroom umupo. late din si karell kaya, katabi ko siya.

napagod ako sa paglalakad kaya't tinanggal ko muna ung jacket ko. tinambak ko lang un sa tabi ko ngunit nagpaalam si karell na kunin. "hmm.. titiklupin na naman niya to..ü" yep, dahan-dahan niyang inayos ang jacket ko at marahang tiniklop... tulad ng dati.. dakilang oc kase ang gaga.ü pinahinga ko ang ulo ko sa balikat niya't nagpakasenti.

dang.. i missed this shoulder. i miss the person attached to it. why did we have to experience this? this drifting away thing?! for growth and for strength? curse you growth! everyday, i always try to reach out to my friends (barkada). they still laugh at my corny jokes.. they still run away whenever i threat them with kisses. but things aren't just the same. conversations became dry and our daily going-home-together-after-classes became just a routine. sad. dati nga, i was watching the class play of one of my friends. she's the one whom i truly miss the most. then.. suddenly.. i just broke down in tears. i just stared at her while she was moving about the stage. our memories flashed before me. they struck a nerve and tears rolled down my cheeks.

we still get to talk, every dismissal time and short breaks after some subjects. we still laugh.. we still get to think of past memories every once in a while. but then, i guess its ok. with our busy lives, we still find time, even if its only ten munites of the day, to share corny jokes and threats of kisses. we still end our school day with one another and that, for me, after a whole day's work, is something worth waiting for.

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 07:26 PM :: October 12th, 2004

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marka

depressed ako halos buong araw. nakuha ko kase ang mga marka ko sa aming mga pagsusulit. at hindi sila kaaya-aya.

algebra-83
economics-88

ok lang naman eh. dati nga laging 70+ grades ko sa algebra eh. kaso, alam kong masmatataasan ko pa sana. hindi ito pagmamayabang ngunit isang katotohanang may katibayan. leche. 37/40 sana ako sa test kung hindi lang ako careless. KUNG HINDI LANG AKO CARELESS. pocha. as in, isinisigaw na ng papel ung mga kagagahan ko. ung tipong mali lang ung location nung ellipse sa graph pero tama lahat. ung tipong nasa baba ang dapat na nasa itaas. tweeerrrngg...*@!&#^@

lagi namang ganun eh. lagi akong pinagtataksilan ng sarili ko.

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 05:28 PM :: October 14th, 2004

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"Look ahead as far as you can see
We'll live in drama but we'll die in a comedy"

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 05:34 PM :: October 14th, 2004

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amoy ng kolehiyo

sumakay ako ng kotse bitbit ang case ng retainers ko at ang application ko para sa ust. punta kase ako sa dentista ngayon at dahil sa dapitan napuwesto ang klinika, isasabay ko na rin ang pagsumite ng aking form.

noong nasa kalye na kami ng españa, nakita ko ang brown na architecture na kung ano na nakikita lagi sa tv at brochure. (tunog igno noh?) kinilig ako. ewan ko kung baket, pero kinilig ako. at naalala ko si rizal.

haha!

tas nung naglalakad na ako, hindi ko alam kung saan ako dadalhin ng mga paa ko. basta sabi ni mamang guard, diretsuhin ko lang daw ang kalye, tapos kaliwa, at maghanap ng building na kulay brown. waw. galing ng directions. sa paglalakad ko, dalawa ang likuan pakaliwa at malamang, maraming building na kulay brown.

tenks mamang guard!

at habang naglalakad ako, kinilig ako muli. oo, kinilig. parang naramdaman kong magkokolehiyo na pala ako. haha! ang babaw!ü toink! oink! ink! nk? basta, aliw.ü tas all the while, kinakanta ng utak ko ang lets go raining in the sky ng naked.

Moving shadows in the shape of what you want to see,
Painted fingers and the aromatic Jean Nate,
And when they're spinning you can see them
do the strangest things,
Building bridges from the slivers of another's dream.

Whatever you want,
I'll give it to you, I will.
What ever the cost,
I'll get it for you, I will.

Let's go raining on the sky,
Throw a kiss and wave goodbye,
Let's go raining on the sky,
And one kiss seals the tie.


hindi ko nga lang alam kung anung kuneksyon nun sa kilig ko o sa ust.. hmmm...

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 10:36 PM :: October 16th, 2004

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a claustophobic's nightmare

*english mode*

i took the la salle test yesterday.. thank the cows that i got the date right.. finally.ü i arrived at taft an hour and a half early (talk about panicky parents) and just went straight to mcdonalds to buy snack food and coffee for my tatay. tae. isang malaking tae. ay.. shit. one huge shit. the lines went straight to mars and the cashier was in kupad-mode so it stretched far off to pluto. the place was so full that we ended up sitting outside. yeah! fresh taft air!

then, i already went inside the gates and there were so many people inside. different people with different colored shirts and skins. and that was only the 3rd gate...3rd building. yeah!

after the test, went to megamall since my parents wanted to check out some furniture and bathroom stuff. we were going down the stairs and, whoa... there was this sea of people!! that was the tragic thing the word "sale" brings. we held each others hand and took a deep breath and took a dive.

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 08:08 PM :: October 18th, 2004

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alaala ng bertday

huwen: 6 september 2003, saturday
huwat: celebration ng bertdey ng nikki
huwer: mcdo rp

naggagames kami nun. ang laro: arrange yourselves.

babaeng mcdo/host: arrange yourselves according to.... (suspense pause) ... reflection!!!
kaming lahat: huwaaaa..?
translation: reflection = complection

babaeng mcdo/host: nekz, nekz! arrange yourselves according to.. ..... hips!
ako: *may kalabuan sa utak ngunit pumunta na lang sa likod dahil payat ako..
translation: hips = height


sarap magbalik alaala.

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 08:31 PM :: October 18th, 2004

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bat ako nilikhang ganito?

tae.

kahapon, proud na proud akong nakatapos ako ng pag-aaral ko ng maaga. i started at 5 and ended at 7. dalawang subjets yan, mand you. at quarterly test pa. yeh! ung pinag-aralan ko, Economics at Trigonometry.

nung 9.30, nalaman kong ang test pala namin ay..
Economics at
Algebra.

*pat on the back

thursday pa ang trig.
atleast ok na ko sa thursday diba?
(-->consuelo de bobo)

___________________
mga kwentong tina

giulianne:haha! alam mo ba, si tina, naiwan niya ung libro niya sa philo kaya hindi siya nakapag-aral..haha!
ayreen: lagi naman eh.

denise: shiyet, test na natin mamaya.. tina, ano ung nangyari dun sa "Bakit babae ang naghuhugas ng pinggan?"
tina: ewan. di ako nag-aral eh.
denise: P*TANG *N* MOOO! pano ka nakakapasaaaa?

tina: haha! alam niyo ba, may kekwento ako sa inyoooo! haha! ka-engeng
mars: o, naiwan mo na naman ung libro mo?
tina: hinde ah!! ... iba napag-aralan ko..

[ im not proud of these situations. actually, im kinda sad about it. sobrang dami pa ang nangyayaring ganyan sa buhay ko. but then, all i can do now is to laugh it all off and promise myself that i would not forget my books, study my lessons and do advance readings. sadly, im still working on everything. ]

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so, ayun. nagtest ako sa algeb at economics. feeling ko, lahat, trick questions. haha! pero ok lang. masaya.

38/40 ako sa phsucks (ika nga ni nikki).. leche.
DAMN YOU SEIGNIFICANT FIGURES!!!!

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 12:06 PM :: October 19th, 2004

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walang substance tong blog ko.

"bakit Bantay ung laging tinatawag sa mga aso?"

"eh ano ba ung ginagawa nila?"

"eh bat hindi nalang Kahol?"

"anu un, 'Kahol! Kahol!'"

"hahhaahahahahahahaha!!!"

"baket?"

"eh di parang naguusap kayo ng aso mo?!"

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 02:00 PM :: October 21st, 2004

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droga.

trainspotting.

me dvd kami dito sa bahay.

and it remained unnoticed....

until now.


steeeeg. thats the only movie where i appreciated ewan. haha! dami na sigurong mamamatok sakin.

thank the cows they had subtitles! i wouldn't be able to understand the movie i were to just listen to it. Shite!

muttering
"..bitch... bitch..."

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 09:24 AM :: October 23rd, 2004

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soap opera ang dating

watched gilmore girls... and i cried. dang.. i cried. rorie's gonna be the valedictorian. and her mom's damn proud of her. and that moment kinda struck a nerve.. why cant i do something that my parents would be proud about? can't even get my grammar straight! tae. its either they're not too vocal about it or i just can't make it to their mark. hmm.. what to choose, what to choose...

im not doing well in school.. actually, i pass naman and my parents haven't talked to any of my teachers for, what, several years already? but then, the sad part about everything is the fact that i can do better. tae. i can perform better, honestly, i know that... but somehow, i can't. i cant make it to their mark. tae! i can't even reach mine! that's what makes me frustrated all the time! nakakafrustrate ang thought na alam mong kaya mo naman pero hindi mo nagagawa kahit na ginagawa mo na ang lahat. that's even worse than doing your best and that "best" of yours is what all you can offer. i would always laugh at my stupidity, my shit-hindi-ako-nakapagaral-kase-naiwan-ko-libro-ko moments. but in the end.. when the lights are dim and my body drowning in blankets, they haunt me. i normally get depressed and blame myself for everything. labo. sobrang labo.

sad kase isang chorya (translation:theory) ko kung bakit ganto eh dahil sa hindi ako driven. ngayon pa lang dahil sa *kanya. pero, ultimately, there's no one to push me but myself. myself? and that wouldn't make everything work. myself. un lang. my parents just accept eveything. "ha? 75 ka? ok lang yan. hindi pa naman finals eh." sometimes, you dont need those awa "i understand you" statements. coz they dont. tae. labo. basta un. labo.

im cutting this na.
dont wanna continue.
baka anu pang pumasok sa utak kong malabo.

im drained.
im out.


from the mind of prancingpanda :: 11:09 PM :: October 23rd, 2004

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give me an r... R!!!!!!!

with if your not the one by lolo bedingfield as my background song, i sit back and rest my vocal chords from the tiring day i had..

sa thursday na ang aming intramurals at eto na naman ang aming eskwelahan, kinakram ang buong sambayanan sa pageensayo. ako? anung ginagawa ko? plano ko, wala. taon-taon na lang, wala akong ginagawa tuwing intrams kundi dakilang scorer dahil sa aking posisyon sa klase. hindi ko kase kayang magisports dahil sa respiratory issues. at masaya na ako sa ganon.

maiiba na ata ngayong taon.

nakatunganga ako kanina habang inaanawns ang announcements nang biglang nag roll-call sa mga leaders/teamcaptains. noong tinawag na ang para sa cheerers, tinignan ako ng tagapangasiwa't tinawag. nakatunganga ako. mukha siguro akong ngenge dahil mga isang minuto kaming nagkukulitan at nagsesenyasan kung ako ba talaga ang tinutukoy niya.

ako na nga ang ginawang lider.

tinuruan ko ang sandamukal na bata ng aming chant at maaga kaming natapos. aliw. clap clap. in fairness, namemorize nila.ü

clap clap.

ngayon, hindi ko pa memorize ang chant at wala na akong boses.

nagdadasal na lang ako ngayon..

sana walang costume requirement.

plis lang.


..

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 03:17 PM :: October 25th, 2004

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shite

anung sabi ng tae sa isa pang tae?


...p're naman.. walang tulakan..


natutuchi na ko.

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 11:49 AM :: October 26th, 2004

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patty

phone conversation

tina: um, hello? pwede po ba kay madel?
madel: sino to?
tina: si tina velasco to.. kase, im the lit...
madel: (interrupts) nye!?! PATTY!? si Patty ka eh!!
tina: ha?.... hindi.... ako si tina...
madel: hahaahahah! yak! Patty! tama na.. niloloko mo nanaman ako!! yak!
tina: si tina nga to.. pramis..

(after 5 mins.)

madel: hahaha! hindi ngaaaa..
tina: tina nga to. hindi patty!
madel: yak! eh bat ganyan boses mo? (lowers the pitch of her voice) 'hello.. ako si tinaaa' hahahha! yak! ang baba! para kang may sipon!
tina: kase, normal voice ko to eh....
twweerng #%^!^$#!

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 09:15 PM :: October 26th, 2004

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mula sa mata ng kinaaaliwan

matagal tagal na akong hindi nagpopost dito. wala kaseng oras. wala kaseng matinong speed sa pc. wala kaseng nangyayare. wala.

hanggang ngayon, wala.... pero meron.

may pasa ako sa left palm ko. oo. PALM. tae. bakit kamo? sa kaka-clap. treengg.. tumatama kase ung "buto" ko sa right hand ko dun sa left. -----> isang sign na payatot na ako. rephrase!!! isang sign na slim na ko. (denial.)

ang saya! kahapon ung start nung intramurals namin. so, ayan na, magprepresent na ung group namin. kami muna (pep) then the cheer dancers. so, pumunta ako sa gitnang likod (maraming hindi makaget nun...) itinas ang aking mga braso't marahang ibinaba. kasabay nito ang pag-bow ng lahat ng pep. taray! haha! kaso, hindi sila nagstart sa chant agad... may dalawang lines kaming nangangapa but we managed to catch up. ganda ng tunog. aleeeeeeehw.

oa pagsayaw ko. malamang.. ako ung lider eh. kelangan hindi lantutay. kaso.... nung pumwesto na ako dun sa place ko para sumayaw, malayo ako sa supposed-to-be katabi ko. kaya..... chenen!!!! kitang kita ako ng madlang tao. parang "oh my.... sino ung nasa gili....si..... SI TINA!! hahahaha!!" .... ganun.

yeh! galing ko kase. tae.



bangag pa ako kahapon. naubos kase energy ko sa kaka-oa. ayan. bangag. masakit pa ulo ko. yeh! nice combineyshun.

text ni Kiki:
"Titi, da peechurs 2mrw, dnt 4get..
bawasan na ang kabangagan...
wawa ka nmn, panu kung 22ong
droga na ininom mo? Ehe.."

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 11:42 AM :: October 29th, 2004

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''Do you know, I always thought Unicorns were fabulous monsters too? I never saw one alive before!''

''Well, now that we have seen each other,' said the Unicorn, 'if you'll believe in me, i'll believe in you''

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 01:02 PM :: October 29th, 2004

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forever living products

giu once had this entry on her blog thing na nagdescribe ng immortality and stuff. i actually didn't get it because of its flowery words until she explained it to me.

it said..

God gave us death as (sort of) a gift. Souls (evil ones) get to somehow stay on earth for all eternity. yahoo for them? nope. yes, they do get to life forever but alongside with that is a curse; they get to stay and watch the earth suffer. they get to watch every man fight and spread chaos. they get to watch napoleon die in waterloo; witness the khan family spread madness as they widen their territory; meet hitler, watch mass massacres in cambodia and everywhere else in the world. tae. and they still get to watch those things even up to now.

parang dati, sinasabi ko sa mga kasama ko kung paano na ung mga taong mahaba ang buhay? diba malapit lang ang pagitan ng WWI and II? at pano kung naabutan nila ang parehong giyera? shiyet.

hmm..

gives me a different view on immortality.

NO TO FOREVER LIVING PRODUCTS!
funny. x_x

from the mind of prancingpanda :: 12:14 PM :: October 31st, 2004

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wish wish

-ang unang baboy sa langit na libro
-braces graduation
-a pretty jacket
-nice slippers
-brown and pink wallet from humor post
-digital camera (broke ours kase haha)
-steadler fineliner..lahat ng kulay half of it pero super oks lang. ♥
-Hershey's dark chocolate bar
-mag ice skating sa megamall
-help, in any way, african childrenjoin ONE!
-be kissed by 4,000,000 children ...still counting..�¼
-join a theater org .. TA!! ♥

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